Saturday, January 18, 2025

Wounds


They come to me seeking refuge
And I am their fortress 
Wiping away Salty streams of tears 
And oceans of sorrow deep enough to drown in
Yet, I insist on showing up every time

I am tattered myself
But leave it to me to take what little bullet riddled armor I have and to place it on them
Still bleeding from past traumas
I wish I could save myself and them...
But I'd rather save them
As I watch myself die 
Maybe I'll be a good sacrifice

In my mind, at least I was worth something
Even if that something was empathy 
Shared sorrow
Or shared space in the middle of someone else's darkness

Friday, January 10, 2025

You (Haiku)

My heart bled that day

When you said I was pretty

It was a good lie 


In All Seriousness

I don't know me.

I thought that once I got old enough

My reflection, I could see

More clearly


But it just keeps getting more foggy everyday

Always, there are more dragons to slay

More convoluted questions

And even more answers that leave me lost


Why is life like a continuous game where I never seem to overcome the biggest boss?


Whatever that is for me

I want to finally be able to see

And to realize why am I here?

Who am I to be?