Falling

I remember falling for you
When we intertwined like bees and pollen on a spring flower
Everything was perfect
Even our hell
Somehow the ride down was more passionate than our climax
Every touch seemed to last an eternity
Spiraling into an abyss of no return
You hiding the keys to the door to let me out.
Now you laugh.

I remember falling for you
Descending into the realm of helplessness
Stuck between bliss and torment
Can't seem to let you go
Because if I do
I'm afraid of losing the pain that comforts me
I know no other type of love
But the kind that burns the heart like acid

All I do is cry and bleed
On the inside
I keep falling.