Who?

Who can captivate me the way you do?

But you don't even know that I exist

How I long to kiss your lips and frolic 

Under the scent of your body's natural cologne

Smelling like desire 

Tasting like addiction

Realizing that you belonging to another is

My only affliction

Because all other kinds of pain, pales in comparison

I want to be numb.

Please stop this torture.

I pray to the God's of love to redirect my vision towards something that won't blind me

Because I am being blinded by jealousy

Heartbreak

And a longing to possesses her body

Because it will be the only way I get to touch you.

I am obsessed

Drunk with feelings so irrational that

Not even in my dreams can it ever compute

Why do I crave you so much?

Was it in another life that I damaged you?

And now I have been reincarnated to forever be haunted by your absence?

Like a vapor, you disappear from my grasp despite my minds desperation.

Is there no relief or hope for me to conveniently 

Cut you out of my soul?

Can I not bleach you away?

I want to forget you

So that I can let these fruitless thoughts go

And let us be

Free to continue our lives existing in separate realities

But in a parallel universe

Would you ever be with me?

Could you ever be mine?

Or will our bodies continue to exist separately from each other

Both content living within our own timelines?

I guess I'll admire you from afar

With my head down 

And eyes casted away.

I want to be yours.

But it will never be that way.