Don't Stop

Let me take care of you

As I tie up my rebellious, long hair

And trace your appendage with 

warm lips and wet mouth

Allowing you to sense

The electricity of my hands

Pleasuring you from shaft to head

From head to spine

I want to lay you down

And excite the hairs on your skin

Drowning every neuron with 

Endless surges of dopamine

As you feel helpless to my madness

I promise to end you.

The more you moan

The deeper I go

Let me take care of you

With my tongue wrapped around

The different parts of your anatomy

I feen for the delicacy of 

Your throbbing anticipation

I want your hips thrusting and eyes

Rolled back until you're 

Blinded by ecstasy

Damn you taste good baby

Don't stop pushing

My head closer to your climax

It's arriving

With every delicious suck 

In perfect harmonious rhythm

To your feverish desires

Cum to me 

 

Black Boy Joy

They are like dandelions 

Swaying in warm freedom

With fluffy heads and solid stems

Taking root in fertile soil made from love.

Their laughter are the notes to buried 

Ancestral songs, now resurrected 

Into gorgeous joy

Splintering like luminous light 

Breaking through the clouds.

Running because of exuberance 

Not because they're scared.

Jumping because they're capable

Not to avoid traps

Their eyes are brighter than a million suns

That have fused together

They dare to flourish and to exist

They dare to be happy, and to be black.

Their heaven, being the world that they've healed

Shine from each fingerprint left of their inner divinity.

Mirror Reflection

He has soft lips

That feel like dollops of smooth shea 

Melting me like rich butter on hot cornbread

Tasting sweet like a side of strawberry jam

He has soft hands

That caresses as if it were our first time

Everytime

He wraps his arms around my brown torso

Like protective vines around an orchid

Hands that I can kiss and hold beside my face

Their warmth radiating and expressive

He has a soft heart

Love shining through the whites of his eyes

I can see everything good through them

As if they were windows 

Bright and vibrant like excited nebulas

Bursting with magnificence and infinite beauty

I can see myself in him

And him within myself

One.

Who?

Who can captivate me the way you do?

But you don't even know that I exist

How I long to kiss your lips and frolic 

Under the scent of your body's natural cologne

Smelling like desire 

Tasting like addiction

Realizing that you belonging to another is

My only affliction

Because all other kinds of pain, pales in comparison

I want to be numb.

Please stop this torture.

I pray to the God's of love to redirect my vision towards something that won't blind me

Because I am being blinded by jealousy

Heartbreak

And a longing to possesses her body

Because it will be the only way I get to touch you.

I am obsessed

Drunk with feelings so irrational that

Not even in my dreams can it ever compute

Why do I crave you so much?

Was it in another life that I damaged you?

And now I have been reincarnated to forever be haunted by your absence?

Like a vapor, you disappear from my grasp despite my minds desperation.

Is there no relief or hope for me to conveniently 

Cut you out of my soul?

Can I not bleach you away?

I want to forget you

So that I can let these fruitless thoughts go

And let us be

Free to continue our lives existing in separate realities

But in a parallel universe

Would you ever be with me?

Could you ever be mine?

Or will our bodies continue to exist separately from each other

Both content living within our own timelines?

I guess I'll admire you from afar

With my head down 

And eyes casted away.

I want to be yours.

But it will never be that way.

Death of a Parent (Haiku)

Even though I knew

You would eventually leave

Your goodbye still hurts

Naked

Freedom to me

Is nakedness.

Feeling nothing but skin

On top of elements

Letting the breath of a lover

Hover over my body

Or the sweet, soft rays of the sun

Caress what little shield I have over

Muscle and sacred bone.

I want to be vulnerable.

Not as in being prey

But in being open.

Unafraid and wild 

Hair flying everywhere

Flesh and heart dancing together

As my mind makes up a tune

Made up of the notes of life

Collecting experiences like pebbles

Skipping them across wide, beautiful lakes.

Beautiful enough to swim in

Naked.

Unravel

All it takes 

Is a moment I perceive

To be an emotional cut of the heart.

Then I go bleeding out.

At first, a pin-prick.

Then later a pouring of crimson.

To hold myself tight

Is to no avail.

Like wet bandages.

In my mind, I replay 

This constant movie.

It is a silent black and white film 

In it I'm screaming out

"God, why can't I just be perfect?"

Again I unravel

Again I fall apart

Again I turn to ashes

Too weak to build myself up again 

But I do

And I did